.......Let's talk relationships

Relationships today are so ridiculous and I don't mean parent and child, no i'm talking about man and woman.
Its become this games with rules and ways and styles and patterns, I mean one could go to school to study how to date in Nigeria. For instance, a scenario for a typical Nigerian girl would be; Is he married... How long has he been chasing you, how is he chasing you, make him work for it, he won't appreciate it if you are just simple, don't pick your call always, don't be obvious, don't use the 'L' word yet. Well still have other guys as friends you don't want to put your eggs in one basket,  its just ridiculous. A scenario for a guy would be well I don't ACTUALLY KNOW.....its just so complicated. Why can't things be simple. A guy meets a girl, He loves her, they build a future together loving one another like in the stories, like Adam and Eve all easy and purposeful no games, no opinions, no stupid CULTURES. Just two people in love......................

..........loud voices, brisk movements, and sweat trickling down my face. Yes i am back to Nigeria. WOOHOO!!! the motherland. Yes people look like they could do with a chill pill and act like they are the ish... I love this place I call home.
My only concern might be reconnecting with friends or better yet finding new friends. Plus there is going to be need for maximum FRIZZ CONTROL my hair looks like a big ball of mess.

FIRST BUSINESS OF ORDER: DRIVING and GYM

Transitioning my hair

Finally I've come out of the closet. I have been so Jelly (Jealous) of the beautiful curls and locks of the Naturalistas that I couldn't hold back myself anymore.
Okay for real I just want to know that I am not damaging my hair and increasing any chance of baldness in my old age. Plus I have never got to know my curl pattern and stuff. So lets try this out.
Thanks to youtubers like longhairdontcareLLC, loveyourtresses( Fiona ), and the rest this is my progress I am now 8 months post....

Next Steps

So much going on.....
Finished Bible school
Gone travelling
Now....
Lord I look to you as I take new steps
I know you love me
You are for me
Yes is your word to me
When I pray, believe I will receive
................Jesus I know you direct my path
I will look to you

Too Short

In this Life there are very few things that matter
Friends, Family and the ones you love.
life is definitely too short to not say sorry
Its too short to remain angry
Its too short to spend your hours on things you hate
Life is too short to not see a sunset or sunrise
To never feel rain on your skin
or taste a snow flake

I don't know about much
But this I know
Love God..Love people..Love Life
is my LOGO

One Day

For me hope is one day

Hope is the next day

But is every day

So I know that one day

my dreams will come true

But now in brokenness

I can hope in your name Jesus

I know that if I search I will find

I know that you won't leave me thirsty

You won't give up on me

You trust me

You find me

You love me

When everything fails you win

You pick me up

You put me together

You order my steps

As you comfort me

When I'm done

I'm at my end

You are my wings

I can soar

and though I cant see sometimes

My confidence is in you

You are constant

My stability and anchor

YOU ARE FAITHFUL

my God, my Healer, my LOVER, my redeemer and HOPE.

Lonely days

Some days when I'm alone
It seems like the silence screams
And when I slam my door
It echoes louder in my heart than in my room
when I shut my eyes
there's more to see than when i look around

I'm not that quiet
I've just forgotten how to talk
So let me smile
Its the only way I say help me
Its not raining to day
My face is just wet with my tears

If you decide to walk by
It won't change a thing
Shake me please
I need to wake up
Tell me lies if you want
anything is better than the silence

These lonely days don't seem to end
But there's someone else lonely too
Yes the hope that you understand more
My darling when will you come for me.......................

Where are you?

Sometimes you need to sit back and ask yourself where you are?

what has become your happiness, what has become your peace?

who do you depend on?

Sometimes we do need to evaluate whose we are?

Life is freedom

Life is great relationships

Life is laughing and happiness

Life is being whole inside and outside

Life is being healthy

Life is beauty

Life is learning commitment and self-control

Life is abundance

Life is peace

"He who has the Son has life; He who does not have the Son of God does not have life. (1 John 5:12)

There it is Life (basically all and more than I wrote) comes from having the son of God. So if He isn't at the center be sure you will feel unfulfilled, never be content. 

If you are still searching....................................if you are broken..............................if you feel empty or lost. Try Jesus (the SON).

xxx

 

WHO ARE YOU!?

Can I just say that if you find it hard to spend time with yourself
There's a bit of something wrong

So what is your favorite color
What do you like doing
Who do you like listening to
Are you selfish, selfless, self aware???

According to bishop TD Jakes you can't even have self esteem
if you do not know what you are giving esteem to
what makes you happy?
what interests you?
what are you hiding?
why are you hiding it?
why are things important to you?
are you afraid you aren't good enough?
do you think you aren't acceptable?
are you judgmental, critical, cynical??
do you like or hate change??
what are you afraid of?
why have you answered the questions the way you have?
Who are you really?

Because how can you move forward if you do not know
what you are moving from.
How do you go around a mountain
if you don't know its a mountain and think its a wall

I want to get rid of the junk in my life
and it begins with self discovery and acceptance
we can be who we want to be and who God has called us to be
we just need to take out time to deal with our selves.
Purge out and purify.............

stay blessed, hope I have helped start you on a self discovery journey
xxxx

STRESSED OUT??

So you spilled the milk, you let the bag drop, you actually can't hold it all together. Your friends and family really don't get you. Worse of all you don't even want to pray. Nothing is going as planned.

Take a deep breath

Stop right now

Let it go.

It is going to be fine 

Funny thing is you know it

It'll take a bit but you'll be fine

God has an awesome plan for our lives

Now I did not say it's going to be easy

But if we keep pushing, keep going

we are going to make it

So what you can't understand or get it 

You keep falling 

You keep making the same mistake

So what

At least you are trying, you are fighting

Just keep on

You'll make it

BUT WHEN STRESSED

think on this 

Exodus 14:14

The lord will fight for you

You need only hold your peace

Yup take a chill pill

SLEEP, CRY, SHOUT, VENT

allow yourself be broken

but accept the healing process

Be still know God is big enough to handle you

He will bring you peace

Step back reevaluate, rest, get refreshed to start again.

Just a bit of encouragement 

XXX.................. 

Love Note(1)

You are amazing God
So indescribable
So incomprehensible
No one can compare
So incomparable
You are amazing God

You part my seas
Raise my dry bones
Clean my wounds
Anoint me with oil
From your robe grace flows
You are unfathomable

Jesus words cannot describe
But one touch from you
Jesus my flesh cannot even contain
My spirit leaps
Dancing with movements too funny
Days Lord, time Lord
Is nothing when it comes to you
You are the same always and before
You are timeless
You are so amazing God

I love you. You are amazing God.

SERIOUSLY UNSERIOUS

It's funny how you have a to do list in your brain and just never get to doing anything you set out to do. So hate that part of the night when you put off your laptop, turn off your bed side lamp and remember oops forgot to pick that mail, or forgot to call that person, or forgot to read that bible devotional.....How do we end up so tired............yet did nothing. I'd tell you how

HOW NOT TO ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING ALL DAY!!!!!

• PLEASE keep telling friends who don't give a rip about what you want to do to remind you to do stuff you have to.
• Enjoy your favorite YouTube links why you tell yourself you need ME time
• Sleep As much as you want to................WE have 24 hours in a day
• Don't be logical, don't write down what you want to do, your mind will remind you
• Please involve yourself in a fruitless conversation, argue all day about things you both all ready understand and keep sour all day.
• Why not, blog and Facebook, oops and twit all your emotions all day.
• Do nothing...watch the latest movies and series......what a time waster
• Best of all..........Tell yourself you'll do it tomorrow.

from my experience you'll never get stuff done, if you stick to this awesome list.