.......Let's talk relationships

Relationships today are so ridiculous and I don't mean parent and child, no i'm talking about man and woman.
Its become this games with rules and ways and styles and patterns, I mean one could go to school to study how to date in Nigeria. For instance, a scenario for a typical Nigerian girl would be; Is he married... How long has he been chasing you, how is he chasing you, make him work for it, he won't appreciate it if you are just simple, don't pick your call always, don't be obvious, don't use the 'L' word yet. Well still have other guys as friends you don't want to put your eggs in one basket,  its just ridiculous. A scenario for a guy would be well I don't ACTUALLY KNOW.....its just so complicated. Why can't things be simple. A guy meets a girl, He loves her, they build a future together loving one another like in the stories, like Adam and Eve all easy and purposeful no games, no opinions, no stupid CULTURES. Just two people in love......................

..........loud voices, brisk movements, and sweat trickling down my face. Yes i am back to Nigeria. WOOHOO!!! the motherland. Yes people look like they could do with a chill pill and act like they are the ish... I love this place I call home.
My only concern might be reconnecting with friends or better yet finding new friends. Plus there is going to be need for maximum FRIZZ CONTROL my hair looks like a big ball of mess.

FIRST BUSINESS OF ORDER: DRIVING and GYM

Transitioning my hair

Finally I've come out of the closet. I have been so Jelly (Jealous) of the beautiful curls and locks of the Naturalistas that I couldn't hold back myself anymore.
Okay for real I just want to know that I am not damaging my hair and increasing any chance of baldness in my old age. Plus I have never got to know my curl pattern and stuff. So lets try this out.
Thanks to youtubers like longhairdontcareLLC, loveyourtresses( Fiona ), and the rest this is my progress I am now 8 months post....

Next Steps

So much going on.....
Finished Bible school
Gone travelling
Now....
Lord I look to you as I take new steps
I know you love me
You are for me
Yes is your word to me
When I pray, believe I will receive
................Jesus I know you direct my path
I will look to you

Too Short

In this Life there are very few things that matter
Friends, Family and the ones you love.
life is definitely too short to not say sorry
Its too short to remain angry
Its too short to spend your hours on things you hate
Life is too short to not see a sunset or sunrise
To never feel rain on your skin
or taste a snow flake

I don't know about much
But this I know
Love God..Love people..Love Life
is my LOGO

One Day

For me hope is one day

Hope is the next day

But is every day

So I know that one day

my dreams will come true

But now in brokenness

I can hope in your name Jesus

I know that if I search I will find

I know that you won't leave me thirsty

You won't give up on me

You trust me

You find me

You love me

When everything fails you win

You pick me up

You put me together

You order my steps

As you comfort me

When I'm done

I'm at my end

You are my wings

I can soar

and though I cant see sometimes

My confidence is in you

You are constant

My stability and anchor

YOU ARE FAITHFUL

my God, my Healer, my LOVER, my redeemer and HOPE.

Lonely days

Some days when I'm alone
It seems like the silence screams
And when I slam my door
It echoes louder in my heart than in my room
when I shut my eyes
there's more to see than when i look around

I'm not that quiet
I've just forgotten how to talk
So let me smile
Its the only way I say help me
Its not raining to day
My face is just wet with my tears

If you decide to walk by
It won't change a thing
Shake me please
I need to wake up
Tell me lies if you want
anything is better than the silence

These lonely days don't seem to end
But there's someone else lonely too
Yes the hope that you understand more
My darling when will you come for me.......................